I just re-read my diary concerning a certain part of my life around 2 years ago that i super regret. It's painful to relive those moments but i learned a lot eh. There was one entry after the whole issue wherein i wrote down a conversation between my friend eric and I. I want to copy paste a part of what he said:
"I really think one of the reasons why you don't have a guy (which i think is a good thing) is that with all the guys that has surrounded you or had an 'issue' with you, not one was worthy to have you. Or that if they ever did, no body would have been able to handle the great person that you are. It's like emptying a pitcher with a teacup. You're the pitcher."
I'm not sure if i had already posted this here but, if i'm reposting it, Okay lang. Thanks Eric!! That helped me a lot during that time. And i'll probably be coming back to this conversation again and again whenever i need it. :)